i don't add everybody. that's how it works out. i bitch about life and i'm cryptic. deal. with. it. plz. thx. i'm not going to put up with LJ drama. i mean, come on. i don't usually comment, i often read, but i always care.
and something else- i have social anxiety. sometimes it makes me want to cry. [but a lot of the time i makes me scared/nervous/depressed] it's embarrassing. so if you think i hate you, or if you think i'm a bitch, i'm probably just really intimidated by you. [which is a lame excuse for why i don't talk to a lot of people] i don't like parties. i don't like being with groups of people. i'm happiest with close friends. [because i know i'm safe] but a lot of the time i'm really shy, self-concious, and insecure. but people don't realize this because i pretend to be funny. but hey, whatever works. am i right? am i right?
[ps] i'm really not as special as some of you make me out to be.